Tears in my eyes.....

Assalamu Alaykum brothers and sisters...

I'm here again..before I left my shop last night I was so happy I felt I express what I felt in my last blog...Having a good and lovable husband and cute kids good parents and siblings and LOVE comes from my creator (Allah). but inside of me why I feel so much....I can't explained what I really feel now .May Allah guide me to the right way.Ameen I believe one day I will find what I really want with His guidance and love..Insha ALLAH

QURAN SAY.

 It is not righteousness that ye turn your faces towards the East or West; but it is righteousness -- to believe in Allah and the Last Day, and the Angels, and the Book, and the Messengers; to spend of your substance, out of love for Him, ['ala hubbahu] for your kin, for orphans, for the needy, for the wayfarer, for those who ask, and for the ransom of slaves; to be steadfast in prayer, and to practice regular charity; to fulfill the contracts which ye have made; and to be firm and patient, in pain (or suffering) and adversity, and throughout all periods of panic. Such are the people of truth, the Allah-fearing.2:177

What I feel...

While doing this blog I can't hold my tears...I feared to my creator(ALLAH) I need to learn how to move on with smile in my face because I know and I believed He always there to guide me and protect me so I never go in wrong again but truly it's really hard to start again a new life new person because I know I hurt people I hurt myself feel to much pain.I just pray and keep believing that everything have a reason and Allah have plans to us we just need to be strong and have faith on Him.

 "Verily, those who disbelieved after their Belief and then went on increasing in their disbelief - never will their repentance be accepted [because they repent only by their tongues and not from their hearts]. And they are those who are astray. Verily, those who disbelieved, and died while they were disbelievers, the (whole) earth full of gold will not be accepted from anyone of them even if they offered it as a ransom. For them is a painful torment and they will have no helpers." 3:90-91

The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "On the Day of Resurrection, I will intercede and say, 'O my Lord! Admit into Paradise (even) those who have faith equal to a mustard seed in their hearts.'" - Sahih Al-Bukhari, Volume 9, Hadith 600

"On the Day of Judgment, We shall set up scales of justice so that no one will be dealt with unjustly in any way; even if someone has an act as small as a grain of a mustard seed, We will bring it to account, and sufficient are We to settle the accounts." - The Holy Quran, 21:47

Faith..

Now all I need to do is collect knowledge about Islam be a good Muslima love my family worship my creator(Allah) believe on Him put trust on Him I know one day I didn't knew that everything happen to me is for good, for better.Now a smile comes to my face and say Alhamdulillah I'am a Muslim and I'm proud of it!!!