Memories...

    Few days ago (may be 2 months) I (I’ m from Bangladesh) met an woman (in Philippines) in Facebook. We become friend and we were doing very well. I found she have many friends on facebook (more than 500). And she is also very helpful, open minded and true believer. After few days I got that, she got hurt by some of her friend and was depressed. I tried to console her. Then we become so closer. We share many times and many feelings. One of a time, I said her about Islam and ask her what she think about this. She replied, she have many Muslim friends, all of these are good. But she didn’t know about Islam specifically. She was "Iglesia Ni Christo" and Husband was "Catholic". Her husband converted into "Iglesia Ni Christo" for her love. They love each other since she was 16 or 18. Now she is 35 and they have 3 children, happy family.

  But when I inform her about Islam, she was so excited and move, that she wanted to learn more. Then I gave her some information like "Sign of Qyamat", Some special Hadith, etc etc...... At last after 1-2 week she decided to convert. But her family was totally against her. So I decided to recite her Kalima Shadat online. One night I ask her to take a bath (then recite Kalima Shatadat with me. That Day she was so crying and I found a new woman in her.

   I send her Sura and teach her Salah, but when she’s start to do that, her husband became angry and they argue too much. Then she said to me. She was too strong when husband talking to him but when she look at her child crying, she can’t handle that. She gave up and said to husband that, she will be again like before.

    Her husband like her to be cheering and wearing short dress ( which forbidden to Islam) But she is trying now to wear long sleeve. Her husband still suspect her when he find her wearing such dress. Even her husband didn’t like her chatting too much in fb. But now, he allowed her to chat with fb friends and said, it’s better than you accepting Islam. They fight 3 times for that. And she decided to give up finally. Then I request her to give me days, She have to follow my instructions. .

I sent her a copy of Quran and said her to recite Sura Fatiha She memorized Sura Fatiha, Ikhlas, Kawsar, Tashahud, Darude Ibraheem. And I m trying to make her memorize Aytul Kursi. I give her Process of Salah details. She is following these ...when Husband not home.

     In these few days, she change much, and she really want to be in Islam. But her husband told her clearly, if he see anything wrong, He can do whatever he like (even leave her). Now she is very scared. How long she can make it. And I’m scared too. Coz as long as I know her, she is too much soft minded, and her family can easily make her gave up. She said me once that- When She was crying, her young son come to her and said- mom, why do u do like that? She replied- I want all of u in safe at after life. Her son said- Mom its good not to be safe, but please don’t break our family.

    I found that the love between their husband and wife is so deep. But her husband never allowed Islam anyway.

     Dear brother..... please tell me...What should be her next step...so that She can be stay here in safe. May Allah help us all. Ameen

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     It's been 3 years when this situation happen Alhamdulillah! Allah gave this woman to saw Islam through that brother many things change many trials came good and bad, but she still holding in rope of Allah Her believed never change there are times she wants to gave up but ALLAH is good He always show sign to let her know how blessed she are to been choose to become Muslim... She believed everything happen has a reason even its too painful to accept such things that you can't imagine will happen as you hold for some promises that no one leave you. She learned that she don't need anyone else to be strong or happy she just need Her Lord Allah who love her unconditionally and never break his heart. Alhamdulillah! Ya Allah for everything still she coping day by day for the test of life... Life that brings too much tears in her eyes and she know well everything will end, every tears will dry and every broken heart will fix on that day she will meet His Lord Allah...Now she trying to be good and walk towards her Lord the road is long and many torn but she believed, she have faith and she knows Allah is with her....

May Allah guide us all to the right way and safe us and have Mercy on us.Ameen