Assalamu Alaykum Wa Rahamtullah Wa Barakatuh...
I'm a revert Muslima new in Islam still searching knowledge, myself, my life and how to live as Muslima. Alhamdulillah almost 3 years when my Lord Allah gave me a chanced to accept Islam and be His servant all this years days I am lost and lived in sins I can't imagine my life without Him. During the times of difficulties problems trials in life I'm so easy to give up and lose hope and there was a time I'm trying to killed myself to end everything Astagfirullah May Allah forgive us.Ameen
Quran says:
"Be sure We shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some
loss in goods, lives, and the fruits of your toil. But give glad
tidings to those who patiently persevere. Those who say, when afflicted
with calamity, 'To Allah we belong, and to Him is our return.' They are
those on whom descend blessings from their Lord, and mercy. They are the
ones who receive guidance." (2:155-157)
But when times He came to my life and show to me the light Alhamdulillah He always lift me up when times I'm in troubles and feeling down He always makes me feel I am not alone that He always beside me. I knew those time I'm still lack in knowledge and still weak for many things specially when hearts matter about friendship and attached to those people who become closed to me either sisters or brothers. I am a person who have soft heart love to cared, and loved to make other smiled even most of the time I am the one who felt pain and hurt, too much attached to them sometimes makes me feel lost and cried. Too much is always wrong. I always prayed and asked Allah to make me strong regarding this matters. Alhamdulillah day by day He teaches me to accept all the situation that everything happen have a reason every person came to your life will leave and changed because this life is just a test a temporary life everything will come and go for reasons.
"Verily man is in loss, except such as have faith, and do
righteous deeds, and join together in the mutual enjoining of truth, and
of patience and constancy." (103:2-3)
As a Muslim we should not let our emotion above us we need to learned to controlled our feelings when this world matters. All we need is to put our Trust to Allah and Trust Him do good deeds, forbid wrong love one other for Allah's sake and be a good servant and slave to Him. We are believers in this life we must continue to live with Faith and Trust, Sooner or later you will found what for all the things you sacrificed for the patience and perseverance you give Allah will love you for obeying and walk to His path with smile in your heart.
"It is not righteousness that you turn your faces towards East or West.
But it is righteousness to believe in Allah and the Last Day,
And the Angels, and the Book, and the Messengers;
To spend of your substance, out of love for Him,
For your kin, for orphans, for the needy,
for the wayfarer, for those who ask, and for the ransom of slaves;
To be steadfast in prayer
And give in charity;
To fulfill the contracts which you have made;
And to be firm and patient, in pain and adversity
And throughout all periods of panic.
Such are the people of truth, the God-fearing.
Qur'an 2:177
Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.
Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.
Qur'an 94:5-6
Alhamdulillah Allah gave me the courage to do a thing to leave everything for His sake and for my husband and family too.. Now I live with smiled and courage to continue this life with Hope, Trust and love and I knew one day I'll become a good Muslima In'sha Allah...
It's time to focus learning and doing good things May Allah help us.Ameen
May Allah help and guide us.Ameen
