Saturday, April 6, 2013

Life and Faith...


In the darkness of emptiness
A tears, pain and sadness
Disturb my innocent mind
Like wind breeze full of sorrow
A shadow of my past
Makes me feel insane
A shadow of my memories
Makes me live in vain
In the middle of my loneliness
There is a light from above
Give courage to me to live
To continue to believe and to fight
That another smile will shine
That another love will come
That another sun will rise
That another tear will pour
But this time I am stronger enough
To face this trial of life
With His guidance and love
 
 

Tears of Kashmir...



A land I dream
A land like heaven on earth
Lovely places,warm people
Beautiful culture
Enchanting view
When the snow cover you.
I can’t imagine you are bleeding
Shedding tears living in pain
Searching peace
Whenever you cry
Whenever you scream
My heart broken in pieces
You are lovely but you are bleeding
You are pure but in pain
I know you are strong
Freedom is near
Freedom for Kashmir!!!
Men are in charge of women by [right of] what Allah has given one over the other and what they spend [for maintenance] from their wealth. So righteous women are devoutly obedient, guarding in [the husband’s] absence what Allah would have them guard. But those [wives] from whom you fear arrogance - [first] advise them; [then if they persist], forsake them in bed; and [finally], strike them. But if they obey you [once more], seek no means against them. Indeed, Allah is ever Exalted and Grand.
The Holy Quran 4:34



Don’t wanna hurt you
Don’t wanna make you cry
Don’t wanna see you sad
All I want is to make you happy and glad..
I been wrong to take those decision
To be away from you is the hardest thing I do
I’m here now in front of you
Asking you once more
Give me another chance
To show my love till last
Don’t wanna hurt you
Don’t wanna make you cry
Don’t wanna see you sad
All I want is to make you smile…

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Yesterday Today and Tomorrow...


Yesterday it was a beautiful day
Yesterday it was a love full of smile
Yesterday we promise not leaving each other
Yesterday together only you and I

Our tears pour
Our heart in pain
Our memories will remain
We both in love in distance

Today we are alone
Today we are separated
Today we walked in different road
Today no more you and I

Tomorrow we will meet again
Tomorrow we will smile again
Tomorrow our road will cross again
Tomorrow we will love again

Tomorrow you and I once again…

Thursday, March 7, 2013

One Day...

One day I will remember
That day when you said goodbye
One day while the world is sleeping tight
One day you will see me smile

One day you will remember
That day when you left my side
One day in the silence of the night
One day I will be alright

I recall when you said you love me so
I remember you said you’ll never go
One day I will remember
A love that I’ve always known 
One day you will know the reason why
You will stay forever in my heart
 
I recall when you said you love me so
I remember you said you’ll never go
One day you will know the reason why
You will stay forever in my heart

I recall when you said you love me so
I remember you said you’ll never go
I’ll be stronger, stronger than before
Ohhh now it’s over
Can I see your face once more

One day I will forget you
Today I will go on
One day and there’s no more you and I
One day you won’t see me cry

One day I will be just fine



 
One day I will be just fine

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Im not alone...

I choose to sit alone and remain silence
In this world full of lies and strangers
I love to be with Him the One who knows me well
The One read whats inside my heart
Understand my weaknesses
The One Who forgive me when I did sins
The One Who always there for me
He love unconditionally, guide and teach me
For being alone we thinks is sad and hard
For being with Him I felt an everlasting love
Ya Allah Alhamdulillah I am not alone...


Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Cover...


Behind the wall I cover myself
So no one see my beauty
Behind my Hijab I cover my body
To protect for this sinful world of Dunya
Respected, and love the way Islam treated me
Because Allah created woman so dearly
So precious,divine and pure
My beauty and heart is hidden
Only for my Lord and for the man I love...


Friday, January 4, 2013

My Father accepted Islam at age of 84...


Bismilla hirrahma nirraheem...
  

Asslamu Alaykum wa Rahmatullah wa Barakatuh.
  
    I always remember those days when I’m still young happy with the person I love most. He was so kind and loving a hero to me. I remember he’s a type of man who never show his happiness in facial expression, through his action and affection you will feel how much he love you as he’s one, his princess. I grew up so close to him as a man of my life. He love to read about religion and always searching who is GOD…he read different kind of Bible and enter different religion too when he work abroad he become Pastor in Jehovah’s witness he’s a former Catholic before that and become Born again Christian too he love searched and find who really God is I grew up in that situation. One time due to my curiosity I was 10 or 11 yrs old that time I attended on gathering nearby my house it’s like a teaching about religion Church of Christ ( IGLESIA NI CRISTO) due to my innocent I attended not because I want to listen it’s because they prepare many foods suddenly I  met my lost God mother  and she ask me about dad and family and she offer a preaching in my own house. We never practice religion on that time means back as Catholic again after Jehova’s witnesses, he decide to read the bible and other books about God. After god mother and dad met   the church continued preaching on my house because of that all of my family member become IGLESIA NI CRSITO  for more than 5 years. Dad read many books about religion so it’s become complicate when religion matter we leave the religion that time I was 15 or 16 years old.

    
     Many years come, many years past many things happened .I got married and having a child and continue believing only that there’s  God but still I didn't knew what my purpose in life, why I am here in this world. December, 2009 when Allah sent someone to me one who introduce Islam  through him I so the light towards Him, He choose me to become Muslim Alhamdulillah. December 29 2009 when I took Shahada and accept Islam. I said this news to my family specially to my Dad, I didn't knew during his searching of truth Allah gave him a chance to saw Islam he told me he attended Dawah before and read half of Quran Alhamdulillah. So I asked his view about Islam he said Islam is a good religion no doubt on that so I asked again why he didn’t accept Islam that time then he explained the reason so was thinking maybe it’s not the right time In’sha Allah, Allah will open his heart.

  
    I continued reading and learned about Islam and once in a while I talked my dad and do Dawah to him and mom he always told me that he believed in One God and he knew well that Jesus is only a Prophet not a God, every time we talked about it I always asked him if he want to accept Islam he always say no and say he want to die with his religion that parents gave to him, despite everything he knew this things came to his mind and stick on it. I remember about Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) life about His uncle Abu Talib. I continue praying to Allah to open my fathers and family heart and gave them a chance to see to meet them.


   Three years past dad get sick and he is in serious condition now he still striving to his illness and I’m still asking him if he want to accept Islam but I still failed so I leave everything to Allah He’s the Merciful the Most  Great. Jan 1 2013 I got a dream I saw Dad asking me about Shahada and he want to recite it I’m so happy about that and say Bismilla hirrahma nirraheem” so it’s give me courage to pursue about that but of course it’s Allah’s will so I wait the time every time I visit him he’s always in deep sleep.



   January 3, 2013 before Iftar I visit him and asked he’s condition he really suffer in pain I can’t hold my tears.  I asked him how he feel and he say he want to operate soon because he can’t take the pain anymore, my tears pours I felt his pain and suffering  Ya Allah… We still waiting to gather money for his operation In’sha Allah he will soon.  That time I told him…. Dad I saw you in my dream and came to me and asking me to take Shahada with you, do you want to recite the Kalima now He say yes I don’t know what I feel that time was hugging him and say Alhamdulillah and crying :’( :’( :’( and told mom about it... so I run home and pray to Him crying to Him and say thank you for this wonderful blessing Alhamdulillah after breaking my fast and pray Salah Magrib me and and my daughter run back home to take Shahada with Dad…


I told him we will Recite Shahada and repeat after me...

 Laa illaha illallahu Muhamaadur Rasoolullah

There is no God Except Allah and Prophet Muhammad(SAW) is His Messenger.

Ash Hadu Alla iaaha illallahu Wa ash hadu anna Muhammadan 'Abduhu Warasooluhu.

I bear witness that there is no God but Allah and Prophet Muhammad  is a man and Allah's Messenger.

    Alhamdulillah Allahu Akbar! I can't stop crying and congratulated him and say Dad you are Muslim now I hug him tightly and cried and say's Allah is with us everything will be fine just call His name. I can't explained my happiness I am lack  some things but blessed than others so I's so thankful for that Allah is great He always sent blessing to me yah not wealth or luxury in life but He gave more than that and that is ISLAM Alhamdulillah after a long journey of searching truth my Dad found light path towards Him. Now I continued praying for the rest of my family I believed one day Allah show to them the light and open their heart In'sha Allah..


This day I have perfected for you your religion and completed My favor upon you and have approved for you Islam as religion. The Holy Quran 5:3

 



Tuesday, January 1, 2013

FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH ONLY ......

Another Story I would like to share In'sha Allah we learn on it.Assalamu alaykum..

Bismillah...

FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH ONLY...

During the time of Prophet Musa (PBUH), there was a pious man, who used to pray day and night on the roof of his house. One day some people came and told him that there was a garden where a tree was being worshiped by a group of people. On hearing this the pious man picked up an axe and went to that tree with the intention of cutting and uprooting it altogether.

Satan (the Devi/shaytan) came to him in the form of an old man and asked: "What are you aiming to do?" The pious man explained what was happening and his intention to cut the tree. Satan(the Devi/shaytan) said: "What have you to do with it? If God wished the tree to be cut, he would have sent his Prophet (PBUH)to do it."

The pious man did not listen. The two went on arguing and quarreling till they came to blows. He managed to knock the Satan down on the floor and sat on him, aiming at cutting his throat. The Satan begged him for pardon and release saying, "Let me suggest you one thing which would help you in this world as well as in the next world. I shall pay you two dinars everyday. You can pay partly to the poor and partly spend for your own self. Leave this tree uncut till God commanded whether it was right or wrong to cut it."

The pious man was misled by the Satan(the Devi/shaytan). He thought the suggestion was right and returned home. On the second day, he saw two dinars under his pillow. He was delighted with the money and spent some after the poor. But on the following day, he did not see the money again as expected, so he again took over his axe and came at that tree. Again Satan (the Devi/shaytan) told him in the form of an old man and asked him, "What do you want to do?" He said, "I want to cut that tree." Satan(the Devi/shaytan)  told him that he had no power to do it so it was better he went back home. He did not agree and again they fought. This time the Satan (the Devi/shaytan)succeeded in overpowering the pious man and knocked him down on the floor.

The pious man was surprised at this and asked Satan (the Devi/shaytan) why it so happened that he could not overpower him this time. The Satan (the Devi/shaytan) replied: "Whoever does a good deed purely for the pleasure of God, no one can face him but if he does it with an aim of worldly gain, then he loses strength and stands to fail."
Why did the pious man win on the first day and lose on the second in his fight against the Satan(the Devi/shaytan) ? Because his first intention to cut the tree, was to please God and nothing else. But the second day, his good intention had changed and it had become for the sake of money. So the God given spiritual strength which he had on the first day had then disappeared and so he lost.

During the time of Prophet Muhammad(PBUH), his enemies - ten thousand strongmen, once planned to attack him. The Muslims were then but very few. Having received the secret news of what was about to happen, the Muslims dug a very wide ditch around them for their defence so that the enemy may not attack them all of a sudden.
From the enemy side, a warrior by name 'Amr Bin Abd-e-wadd(ra)' who was very famous for his strength, courage and art of fighting, landed in the midst of these Muslims by jumping over the ditch! The Muslims lacked the courage to face him. Only the lion of Allah, Imam Ali (ra) came forward to challenge the intruder!
Both drew their swords and were soon locked in a fierce duel to death against each other. At last, Allah bestowed victory to Imam Ali (ra) who threw Amr down on the ground and mounted on his chest ready to kill the arch-enemy of Islam, but before Imam Ali (ra) could do this, Amr spat in the face of our Imam.

Everybody around was certain that as a result of this insult, Amr would meet his death even faster still. But instead Ali (RA) moved from Amr's chest and walked away! People around were too surprised to see why he left loose such a dangerous enemy after overpowering him. Amr attacked again and after a short while, Ali (RA) again got control over him and this time he killed the enemy of Islam.

After the battle was over, people asked  Ali (RA) about the reason why he had spared Amr's life when he first got control over him  Ali (RA) replied, "I wanted to kill him for the sake of Allah only. He spat on me and thus made me angry. Had I killed him at that moment, it would not have been for the sake of Allah only. It would have also been for the satisfaction of my anger. So I let him free. When I controlled my anger, I killed him purely for the sake of Allah.'
This is how the Ahlul Bait - people of the household of our Holy Prophet (PBUH). have set examples of sincere intention. Before any action we take, we must be clear in our minds that the action is in accordance with the commands of Allah. That, it is for his sake and pleasure alone.

To keep away from insincere and impure intentions is indeed difficult but not impossible. This can be done by constant thinking and true understanding of the aim of our life. We have to understand what Allah really wants from us.


May Allah guide us all to the right way Ameen