Saturday, December 17, 2011

Muslima A True Story....


My Deen or My Family....

    After I accept Islam many trials came to my life ....most of my family member got sick and hospitalize my husband feel upset and blame everything to me. Relationship with him become hard because of different belief and  I always told him He never Allah gave trials to test our faith on Him and everything happen to our life have a reason..And I believed on Him...

"Be sure We shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods, lives, and the fruits of your toil. But give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere. Those who say, when afflicted with calamity, 'To Allah we belong, and to Him is our return.' They are those on whom descend blessings from their Lord, and mercy. They are the ones who receive guidance." The Holy Quran (2:155-157)

   Still he never accept me being a Muslim for him Islam change me a lot the way I talk, the way I think, and most of all the way I dress he loves me seeing wearing shorts and tight shirt and jeans when I revert I change long shirt and long sleeve as my dress. But he appreciate the way I care for my family....but still he think I'm still like that before even I'm not Muslim..Many days come many tears drops many arguments, misunderstanding happen about religion and differences, kids suffer a lot because of this every time he want to me leave because of Islam...I always pray and make Dua to Him and leave everything to Allah I believed one day Allah will touch his heart the way He did to me show the light and walk in right path with me and with my family.

"And be steadfast in patience, for verily Allah will not suffer the reward of the righteous to perish."  The Holy Quran (11:115)

   Every day I feel pain It's hard to be only Muslim here ...Alhamdulillah Allah sent many brothers and sisters who help me to earn knowlegde and teach  me to be strong that every trials happen to our life this things make us stronger and more closer to Allah..Tears is become daily routine in my life but I smiled and happy because Allah loves me and He always there to guide me and help me. Alhamdulillah even days become hard because of trials it's make easy to me because He make me stronger everyday.

"Verily man is in loss, except such as have faith, and do righteous deeds, and join together in the mutual enjoining of truth, and of patience and constancy." The Holy Quran.. (103:2-3)

My family want to me choose between them and my Religion...Alhamdulillah I found my purpose of my life why I created  why I'm here you can take everything to me but not my Religion...I love Allah...I love Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) I love my Deen and I'm Proud I'm a MUSLIM....



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