The unforgetable experience with my husband....

Assalamu Alaykum brother and sister....

Why I always make topic about my husband?

First for me hes the best husband,a person a brother to my sibling a good son,good father a friend. He a kind of person that he can say no when u need him and never ask anything in return. For me all I can say hes the greatest gift that Allah sent to me as a partner to love me to understand my faults my weakness.I know I never did good in return and I feel sorry for him because giving too much pain this last few years.May Allah forgive me.

( And among His Signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in tranquility with them, and He has put love and mercy between your [hearts] . . .) (Qur’an 30:21) 

( Women impure are for men impure, and men impure for women impure, and women of purity are for men of purity, and men of purity are for women of purity . . . .) (Qur’an 24:26)

20 yrs.with him...

I have many wonderful things, times, memories that I will never forget when I'm with him.I remember the time that he say he love and I say yes ..I love you too in young age I didn't knew when u say yes to him he's your boyfriend already,hahahaha weird but true he work on my father that time I always prepared lunch for him to show how much I care to him and also be a good girlfriend I do my best to show to him how much I love him when he facing problem I'm always there to comfort him and he did same way when I'm in trouble he make me smiled when I'm in sadness he driving  me to school everyday when I went in college and driving me home too, he did that always no need to ask..this thing make me love him more, most of the time I'm with him even in home .hahahaha mom always mad at me but love is like that 7 yrs as gf and bf we got married June 8, 1997 when we become one body, heart and soul. Allah sent us 3 beautiful children.Alhamdulillah..I just want to say this 20 yrs I'm happy and contented what Allah gave to me and I'm so thankful for this blessing..I'm happy and proud that I marry him my husband my love my mahal....

 

For Muslim men and women - for believing men and women, for devout men and women, for true men and women, for men and women who are constant and patient, for men and women who humble themselves, for men and women who give in charity, for men and women who fast [and deny themselves], for men and women who guard their chastity, and for men and women who engage much in Allah’s praise - for them has Allah prepared forgiveness and great reward.) (Qur’an 33:35) 

Trials and love...

This last few yrs. my relationship with him facing lots of trials..I gave to much hardship and pain in him.When I accept Islam he mad at me and thinking a divorce but Allah knows what best for us. He will sent trails for a reason every thing come on my way about relationship He always there to make me strong.I just pray that Ya Allah make this marriage safe with your love and guidance ..Ameen now were starting again like the way before happy simple family with God in center (ALLAH) I believe one day were been going in same path...the right path and that is ISLAM..May ALLAH guide me and help me to show to them the real path.

And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad tidings to As-Sâbirin (the patient ones, etc.)” Suarh Baqarah 2:155] 

And seek help in patience and As-Salah and truly it is extremely heavy and hard except for humbly submissive [to Allah ]” [Surah Al-Baqarah 2:45].

And Allah loves As-Sabirun (the patient ones)” [Surah Aal Imran 3:146]

“No calamity occurs, but by the permission of Allah, and whosover believes in Allah, He guides his heart. And Allah is the All-Knower of everything” [Surat at-Taghabun 64:11] 

“How wonderful is the case of the believer; there is good in everything and this is not the case with anyone except a believer. If good attends him, he expresses gratitude to Allah and that is good for him; and if adversity befalls him he endures it patiently and that is better for him” [ Narrated by Abu Yahya Suhaib ibn Sinan and recorded in Sahih Muslim]

To my husband...

I know sorry is not enough for all the things that I done too you  I'm so thankful your my husband hope u already forgive me for that things that I did u know that I LOVE YOU....nothing change u feel that? I just found the the truth in Islam I know u never believe still because I did many sins still  May Allah forgive me but I know one day Allah will open your heart and eyes so u will see what Islam is..Always remember I'm still your Dina the girl that you love 20 yrs ago just watch my eyes talk to my heart see and she will say on you Papa I'm here your Dina the girl that so in love with and all her want is too make you happy.Forgive me for hurting you and I LOVE YOU.....

Tears in my eyes.....

Assalamu Alaykum brothers and sisters...

I'm here again..before I left my shop last night I was so happy I felt I express what I felt in my last blog...Having a good and lovable husband and cute kids good parents and siblings and LOVE comes from my creator (Allah). but inside of me why I feel so much....I can't explained what I really feel now .May Allah guide me to the right way.Ameen I believe one day I will find what I really want with His guidance and love..Insha ALLAH

QURAN SAY.

 It is not righteousness that ye turn your faces towards the East or West; but it is righteousness -- to believe in Allah and the Last Day, and the Angels, and the Book, and the Messengers; to spend of your substance, out of love for Him, ['ala hubbahu] for your kin, for orphans, for the needy, for the wayfarer, for those who ask, and for the ransom of slaves; to be steadfast in prayer, and to practice regular charity; to fulfill the contracts which ye have made; and to be firm and patient, in pain (or suffering) and adversity, and throughout all periods of panic. Such are the people of truth, the Allah-fearing.2:177

What I feel...

While doing this blog I can't hold my tears...I feared to my creator(ALLAH) I need to learn how to move on with smile in my face because I know and I believed He always there to guide me and protect me so I never go in wrong again but truly it's really hard to start again a new life new person because I know I hurt people I hurt myself feel to much pain.I just pray and keep believing that everything have a reason and Allah have plans to us we just need to be strong and have faith on Him.

 "Verily, those who disbelieved after their Belief and then went on increasing in their disbelief - never will their repentance be accepted [because they repent only by their tongues and not from their hearts]. And they are those who are astray. Verily, those who disbelieved, and died while they were disbelievers, the (whole) earth full of gold will not be accepted from anyone of them even if they offered it as a ransom. For them is a painful torment and they will have no helpers." 3:90-91

The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "On the Day of Resurrection, I will intercede and say, 'O my Lord! Admit into Paradise (even) those who have faith equal to a mustard seed in their hearts.'" - Sahih Al-Bukhari, Volume 9, Hadith 600

"On the Day of Judgment, We shall set up scales of justice so that no one will be dealt with unjustly in any way; even if someone has an act as small as a grain of a mustard seed, We will bring it to account, and sufficient are We to settle the accounts." - The Holy Quran, 21:47

Faith..

Now all I need to do is collect knowledge about Islam be a good Muslima love my family worship my creator(Allah) believe on Him put trust on Him I know one day I didn't knew that everything happen to me is for good, for better.Now a smile comes to my face and say Alhamdulillah I'am a Muslim and I'm proud of it!!!